what left Behind The Anger

The emptiness is being a large hole in my heart..

What i could say now is just to little to late.. 

Its torturing me inside out.. 

But all i can do is just stay where i were.. 

I cant get any help from anyone.. 

Why i should be in this weekness?

Should i stop thinking? 

Should i just let it be.. 

How bout my heart? 

Is it didnt deserve to be full with  happiness

But now i realise ize that this life its not belong to me.. 

Its belong to my kids.. 

What happen if im gone?